Thursday, December 11, 2008

I am starting to lose track of fellow bloggers, forumites, friends, etc., who have lost, are losing, or are worried about losing their jobs. Add that many more who are worrying about loved ones in the same boat. It is scary, not only to think about the many people who will struggle financially through the holiday season and beyond, but I'm also worried about my own job.

I haven't heard anything definite or even any rumors of actual layoffs here, but I still feel vulnerable. After all, I am the newest person in my department and have the least amount of work. I struggle to stay busy on even the busiest of days. My recent review was favorable, and I even brought up my willingness to take on more clients and more work so things would be a little more balanced. But still, as things stand, it's hard not to imagine that if they took a look at our productivity reports, I would be the first to go. My only hope is that although the work isn't enough to keep three people busy all the time, it's a little too much for two people to handle. My clients are demanding and often expect very fast turnarounds, so it's certainly an asset that I'm here to cover that.

Speaking of work, I might have to stay late tonight, so not sure how that is going to mesh with running 9 miles and watching The Office at 9...

6 comments:

Joe said...

In the current climate, you just need to control the things you CAN control. Show up every day. Find ways to delight customers. Be positive. Look for ways to advance the business.

You'll pull through...this won't go on forever.

DawnB said...

I hear what you are saying, Taking it one day at a time

TiredMamaRunning said...

I hear you! I'm self employed but DH has been very worried about his job, despite being with the company for 10 years. It was a bonus-free year for the first time ever, which is actually a GOOD thing because that move helps them avoid laying anyone off, among other cost cutting measures.

You WILL make it through okay...same as Joe up there said. Employers notice when their employees are hardworking and efficient, and I'm sure that's absolutely true in your case too.

-Karah (Kazz)

James said...

Matthew 6:34 (New International Version)
34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

I try to keep this in mind when I start focusing on things that I know in the long run I can't change.

James said...

Congrats on a great 10 miler!

DawnB said...

Happy New Year Miranda, you are doing great, was just checking out you training log. Congratulations on that great 10 miler